Dear
Whatever the F%*# I’m Calling You!,
I’m having a mental breakdown! for the first time
in my whole life I have two great guys that want me! Two friends that I
like (both) as more than friends… I don’t know what to do!
First of all there’s Domi… I’ve
only like loved him for a total of two years and I’ve made out with him 3-4
times! He’s hot & I love being w/ him & can’t wait to have a “psychical
relationship”… (But)…
I
know he likes me because we talked on the phone for like 1 ½ hours & he told
me flat out that he likes me. The problem AKA The “but”- I don’t know if he’s ever
going to ask me out!
Secondly MATT!
I like Matt but I don’t know if I would feel
comfortable dating him because he is one of my closest guy friends! He
always makes me feel sooo loved… esp when he holds me in his arms but I don’t
even know that he really likes me (even though its only 2 obvious J)
*(a physical relationship
is not sex!)
¾ Matt is really sweet…
unfortunately a quality Domi can sometimes lack.
¾ Domi is really sexy &
I really want to be close to him- Matt is cute, but from what I’ve seen… not so
sexy. L
*
Genevieve
said that I should go w/ Matt because I have been trying to screw w/ Domi
for-ever & all he ever does is treat me like crap & use me for the one
or 2 make-out sessions… w/ Matt I could have a lot more…
·
Do
I really want more?
·
When
I talked to Domi Last Night, he seemed soo different… like he was really
listening to what I had to say…
·
Matt
always listens.
This is crap… I really don’t know who to
pick (that is, of I even have a selection… neither one has officially asked me
out or told me that they really do like me. Matt likes some mystery girl, &
Domi does not know what he wants.)
No matter what, I know I am going to hurt someones
feelings. If I choose Matt, Domi is going to think that I never did like him
& I was just being a slut, but if I pick Domi, Matt will pretend he
is happy for me… but really he will get all hurt & he may even move apart
from me…
I hate this! I always thought that one of
these days, I would go to school and everyone would want me… now that it has
(kinda) happened, I don’t like it! Help!
I think I really wanna go out w/ Domi but I really
don’t wanna hurt Matt!
By being sexy, Domi is driving me crazy!
Also,
I don’t want to tell Matt that I like him, because I don’t wanna open doors
that should be closed!
